"I mean, I always feel like a freak because I’m never able to move on like this. You know. People just have an affair, or even entire relationships…they break up and they forget! They move on like they would have changed a brand of Cereals. I feel I was never able to forget anyone I’ve been with. Because each person have you know, specific qualities. You can never replace anyone. What is lost is lost. Each relationship, when it ends, really damages me. I haven’t fully recovered. That’s why I’m very careful with getting involved, because it hurts too much."